its freak out that i did something so wrong in this weekend which is yesterday's saturday nite! yea~ i am joining jiasheng's milk club shake event with my dear girls! and i feel so so so guilty and so so so sorry to my parents! cox i bluff..:( TT i am so sorry mama and daddy!! i will be a good girl , a real good girl after this time! no more the second time cause i really felt guilty AND so SUFFER!!!! why is it suffering, because the first time i had bring trouble to jiasheng ( so sorry alien), bringing an Not original's ic and has to go back and take my L lesen, but ..arh~ i dint notice my L lesen in not in my wallet so, no choice bring up my student id and wait for the approval whether i can get in or what not..then after getting in , zee straight away asked for three small cups of beverage that taste little  salty salty  which i dont even know the name of it and yea, thats still cool with it, BUT when i comes to the big cup of vodka and coke, its teribble!! i start to feel so trumbling with the loud music and those guys smokings! run in and out the toilet, wanted to have the fourth cup, but accidentally danielle turn around when i am trying to cheers with them, and the whole cup spills and it cuts my hand deeply (which i dint notice untill i realised when i went out to the toilet and then i had spills my blood all around danielle's shoulder .. so sorry again..), then the suffer's start! wommiting!!! head spinning nonstop , footstep is so unbalance, and so high and fucking crazy dancing !!! gosh.. i nvr knew i am that slut indeed, i act dance in between some guys, omg, i am so gonna NOT going to join club anymore.. I MUST BE A GOOD GIRL! indeed... *blurpp  some how, i had wommit four times for total, and yea, What a good experience, sure the gang of Jason Neow(vern's bf) will felt so foolish and stupid on how i behaved..TT (i dont mean it, i will give myself a big change ) and ooh, jiasheng (i used to cal him alien,and now he ha achieve his dream and his called DJ penyu , glad that u had step out the first step, GOOD LUCK in future :) ). and also so much appreciation on JOVIE who helps me a lot on going the plan.. hope today is going smoothly and hope all those silly thing i did will burried in my deep heart deeply, so sorry mama and daddy..:((( i swear i will be a good girl and i will work hard! i always love both of you! always...

-pray hard on today , pary hard on everyday, pray hard for the blessed, meantime work hard , play hard -