hais...days seem so liveless for me in this holidays....i reali need  something to engine me up!i hate...i hate when urguys started to guess something and at the end it breaks and change the ending because of the judgement of others people makes..although i tell myseld not to be defeat by those things...but i reali cant hold my breathe animore...i hate that small things and i care too much!i hate myself on this very much!!!why cant i just throw to a side and be just hapi as others...yes!i like him!but its oli as a fren!i like him as a fren!not minat at all ok!!!hes better then urguys many!!now i noe wads reali 祸从口出 le!i noe tat time i did in suriamas is wrong ady!!!nw i get the same feelings as yours!!great.....and i duno hw to face him animore although we are not reali facing each other but just chating in fb....but i had no more idea hw to be naturally as last time did....
CONFUSE arhhh......................