yeah...finaly i am free for sometime to get back my blogger~~so miss the words....these few weeks words just fulfilling with me nonstop,even the feelings,just this few days,my emotionalcomes up and comes down...its so hard to control it and hold it against me...i felt depress...reali depress enough...its very difficult to let me channge from this to another this...i wish all this bad things can stop poping out and i can be able to make back with them...i hope to join as wad i was in the last few sem...i am a freakingly a spoiler...ishh...michelle lai yi hua...y arent u change ur attitude in a proper way...why should make others in those unhapi situation even more is an anger towards u ...speak it out and change...dont just oli say michelle!u are not 9 years old animore!u are already 19!sori that always have to let urguys tolerate,i duno how to do...i just felt like sometimes i am reali a failure...i am sorry all my fellow coursemates...reali...i make many disapointment towards urguys...i hope everything will be fine and i wish to join along with urguys again!

-have a nice day everyone-today is a sunny evening to me but its raining though in the morning...happy always human~~cheer and see wide everything...