arh....the stupid involved feelings come back,i shouldn't have start it!i hate...i hate....i hate....i should not have start it first!see,now i am so deeply involved...hais....i need a medicine to cure back me to the normal life...i dnwana think abt u !pls dont pork out animore!i am serious..pls,i just wan to be alone!pls dont let me get another hurt!i am geting enough hurt on those sucks relationship!betraying by ex,in love with the same name of my ex...wad..the...i hate ken this name!i hate...and the mostly i taught there is a change when things appears,but no!...u are a devil!a very shit devil!a devil and devil count on me...i hate u !...why make my life messing around...just becox suden pork out of u ???...just becox i am too stress so i need to think about others...???just becox i am too desperate...???i make the wrong step!...i dnwan animore hurting!....i noe and i am so not sure...and i am so so so in unsafetyness!...i always is lacking of this....安全感，我真的缺乏的太离谱了!...

act i miss the time... i still miss the time...and i miss u a lot!...but i think its just for a while~~~~nah nah nah....btw,ken is still so cute~~~^^...hes is just so cute...
LOL....
in the kbox ...its been a long time i have not steping to the kbox lerh,miss it...and oso miss the moment with py and quince,cming and tina,jovie budd budd(ooppss,hahaha)and gary wong...memories...