haisss.....why i always have to make myself suffer in just so little things,i reali have not to be involved and begin it....now i am the one whos suffering....i am sori that i reali cant hold my breath on u ...this feelings-this type of dumb and noob feelings...it shouldn't be appears...i hate being with this feelings,why i always have to get involved so easily,i dnwana get hurt that easily animore,i just wan to be hapi and hold everything against me...but i just cant control myself well!its already known!its all in wad i had learned and all i felt...even...my fren are teling me the truth too,why i still so getting into it...michelle...emo is none!it cant even help u ,dont just because a small things,u make it enlarging....its not worth that u had already known everything and the fact is already shown!wad for and why not u let it to be!just be urself....theres no more to desperate on...wad for..michelle lai,just ask urself wad for!....beating urself easily by having small things as if it had been exegerated by urself??...making urself being hate by others,or maybe just geting off ur self by making urself a dump and useless...???...NO...just be hapi...just to be hapi!its ur life,and u have to hold it tight!

Nowadays,my mood are not reali in a good condition,emotion goes up and down....sufeering....stress...everything is not in my control...i hope the sun will be bright tomoro and i will be just the michelle back again...NOWADAYS,just nonstop emo!...bad bad ...this is bad man!!!!arhhh....*gerr....

the road in front is built by urself,whether its bright or not,u have to goes against it and make it brightten up!

yup,its me...alwas blur!haha...